Dear God,

thank You fer showing me so much in this life. You proved to me that i could excel if i studied hard in sec 3. You gave me that talent and the gift to play the drums despite me being a girl, and best of all, you showed me how powerful love can be. You found me someone who truly loved me unconditionally, who didnt care about himself but more for me. I pray that You'd teach me how to love him back, just like how he loves me. You let our paths cross and somehow, my love for him turns into something im afraid to let go.

I thank You that he's come to know You. I know that it isnt entirely because of me that he wants to take this step. Let this be a journey and learning experience for him and i pray that You'd be with him always. It wouldnt be easy i know, just like what my dad went through. But You said in the bible that all Christians will inevitably be prosecuted one day.

You know i love Trav. So i pray for our relationship. I thank you for such a great and smooth sailing 8 months with him. I know that You have given him to me and i know he's the one that You'd want me to marry in the future. Im 19, and although some ppl say im still young, i dont think i am.. Sooner or later, i'll have to get married and have kids. I pray that our relationship will be a healthy one and that our love will continue growing. Misunderstandings will be settled easily and especially for me Lord, that you'd make mme a better girlfriend.

I know im not the most perfect girlfriend. I know i do and say things that never make sense to him, but it's how i feel. I know that sometimes im unreasonable and selfish, but i pray that You'd make it all go away. I pray that we'd learn to settle our disagreements properly and still afford a kiss or two at the end. I want to be a better girlfriend Lord. I dont want to blame myself for every misunderstanding that happens. I do not want to hurt him..

I am not liked by anyone's parents. I think im their girlfriend from hell. Who would want their son to be dating a rocker who dresses weirdly, or who has black eyes lik a panda bear? For me, it hurts because right from the start, i wish Trav's parents would accept me for who i am. I wish they'd see how much we both love each other and not judge. I pray that You'd take away that feeling. The feeling of not being able to get along with his parents. When will they understand?

But Lord, thank You for making Trav so BEAUTIFUL.

Amen.

Dear God,

thank You fer showing me so much in this life. You proved to me that i could excel if i studied hard in sec 3. You gave me that talent and the gift to play the drums despite me being a girl, and best of all, you showed me how powerful love can be. You found me someone who truly loved me unconditionally, who didnt care about himself but more for me. I pray that You'd teach me how to love him back, just like how he loves me. You let our paths cross and somehow, my love for him turns into something im afraid to let go.

I thank You that he's come to know You. I know that it isnt entirely because of me that he wants to take this step. Let this be a journey and learning experience for him and i pray that You'd be with him always. It wouldnt be easy i know, just like what my dad went through. But You said in the bible that all Christians will inevitably be prosecuted one day.

You know i love Trav. So i pray for our relationship. I thank you for such a great and smooth sailing 8 months with him. I know that You have given him to me and i know he's the one that You'd want me to marry in the future. Im 19, and although some ppl say im still young, i dont think i am.. Sooner or later, i'll have to get married and have kids. I pray that our relationship will be a healthy one and that our love will continue growing. Misunderstandings will be settled easily and especially for me Lord, that you'd make mme a better girlfriend.

I know im not the most perfect girlfriend. I know i do and say things that never make sense to him, but it's how i feel. I know that sometimes im unreasonable and selfish, but i pray that You'd make it all go away. I pray that we'd learn to settle our disagreements properly and still afford a kiss or two at the end. I want to be a better girlfriend Lord. I dont want to blame myself for every misunderstanding that happens. I do not want to hurt him..

I am not liked by anyone's parents. I think im their girlfriend from hell. Who would want their son to be dating a rocker who dresses weirdly, or who has black eyes lik a panda bear? For me, it hurts because right from the start, i wish Trav's parents would accept me for who i am. I wish they'd see how much we both love each other and not judge. I pray that You'd take away that feeling. The feeling of not being able to get along with his parents. When will they understand?

But Lord, thank You for making Trav so BEAUTIFUL.

Amen.